Thursday, December 16, 2010

Hey Birdie Birdie



How many times can you be amazed by this thing called life? I believe every second, think about that every second gives you another chance to witness a miracle, too view something through new eyes. I have never been as grateful as I am at this very moment, and then the next moment I will be grateful all over again. I am sitting here writng listening to my birds, oh yeah my birds. They are so cool, Lil and Phil Deville, who knew two little finches could be so awsome and make such an awesome mess. If cleanliness is next to Godliness then these two are preparing to walk on water, because they spend more time in the bird bath than they do on their perch. So between the water being thrown and the bird seed, Phil and Lil are a trip, bump that they are a whole vacation. Phil and Lil wake me up in the morning at 6 a.m. that was something to get used to, they start singing and then I join in. Well this post is going to be short and sweet, same time tomorrow!

Friday, September 10, 2010

Turning 50

Wow, I am turning 50 on Tuesday, isn't that beautiful. During the time since my last post, I have become a Reiki II practitioner, a Deeksha Giver and I am 3 classes away from my Master's Degree. I am so amazingly grateful. The knowledge that we are all energy and everything that exists began with a single thought. I am enjoying this journey called life, and I realize that now everything that took place in my life placed me right where I needed to be. I have developed a relationship with God and I enjoy this relationship. My life, my joy, my peace, is what I thrilled to experience. So for my 50th birthday, I want this, a beautiful day and all that it means to me. On my birthday I wish you a beautiful day as well. Love!!!

Saturday, September 27, 2008

Finally

Finally, the time has come for me to write about this presidential contest. The reason I feel this way first is because after viewing the first presidential debate it provoked me to comment. The second reason I am writing is more about the way and place I was raised. My father was a precinct captain in a place where African American precinct captains carried little weight, but not only was he a captain but a state democratic delegate for West Virginia. Last night, while watching Obama exchange verbal punches with McCain my heart was proud. I see he has come a long way since the debates with Clinton. Obama cut his teeth in the debate arena with Clinton and has learned from his short-comings which is what an intelligent person does. Now granted I watched the debate pulling for the candidate I support, but McCain struck me as being annoyed, acting as if any verbal exchange with Obama left a nasty taste in his mouth. That hit me as odd, this was odd because McCain has seemed "impish" and easily approachable while last night he seemed pissed and in a why am I debating with you type of mode. I loved it when Obama spoke directly, clearly and precisely.


One thing is really bothering me, a lot of media folks are stating that Obama has a problem connecting with the American people, how in the hell is that possible based on the size of crowds he draws. I was unable to witness this up close when he came to Charlotte, but one issue came to light when he was here. There was an elderly African American woman who was in the crowd and she calmly called out for Obama, he walked over and greeted her. This lady shared her story with him and he connected with her. Her story in essence was her husband who died recently wanted to hang on long enough to see Obama walk into the White House as the President and more directly the first African American President. She will carry that image with her when she see her husband again in the after life. I can relate to this story because as mentioned above my father, who has passed away would have been carrying the Obama poster. I guarantee you the poster would have been in his yard and each conversation would lead to politics. Another thing that is strange is listening to the media say things like he is "aloof, too-cool, above it all and finally elitist." Let me begin this by saying "ain't" no damn way we as African Americans can be considered elite. We have come a long way granted I know we have, (I am 48 years old, integrated an elementary school, viewed movies on the second level because we were not allowed to sit on the lower level, payed money to ride a bus only to be told to ride in the back of the bus) but elite status hell no, will we get to elite status, hell yeah , are we there yet, I don't think so. This man, speaking about Obama being raised in different areas, (by the way, in case some folks have it twisted, is the damn American dream) had to come to terms with his heritage, brings this ability to rise above the mess and deal with the issues. What does the media expect, does he need to start slinging obscenities, would that make him somehow okay on an African American level, please help me understand. One thing I know if cursing will help, let me do the cursing for him. Obama needs to appeal to folks across the board, while his race is important, that alone will not get him elected and he knew that early in the game.


Well let me wrap it up, I will be posting more as we get closer to the end of this race. I will definitely be back next Thursday after the Vice Presidential debate. I just hope Biden does what he needs to do, and be careful because beating up on Palin would be the same as beating up on a drunk. You may win, but it will not help.





Until next week folks!!




Saturday, September 6, 2008

Turning 48 soon




Well, I will be turning 48 soon and life is so full of surprises. I am really grateful for my life and everything that has happened. I believe that what you concentrate on the most is what you draw into your existence. So, if you concentrate on lack of, whether it be money, love, happiness, peace, then that is what you will get those things and the lack of them. I am striving on becoming one with myself but sometimes I allow the circumstances around me to distract my focus. But you know what is good about that, as long as you have breath in your body you can change your thinking and change your focus, back to what is important to you. I am also learning how to become an optimist, I think to have that type of outlook on life must bring you inner peace. The ability to always look at the glass as half full got to be wonderful. I guess you can gather by my writings that after almost 48 years, I have learned a few things. I am so glad to be able to say that and grateful to be able to share it. Now, back to turning 48, I want to go to the beach on my birthday, just drive to the beach with a good book, sit in a recliner listen to the beach sounds and read. I think that would be a perfect day for me. I have never been one for a big fanfare, and as I get older I appreciate the thought. So for my birthday, send me a note, give me a call, just let me know you thought about me, that is all I want. That and a trip to the beach, in my Chrysler 300. Oh yeah, there is one out there, that has been made especially for me, and it will be in my driveway at a price I can afford. That has been my car since Chrsyler revamped them in 2005. Well enough about that, because it is mine. In closing, I am not going to let my posting be so few and far between. And yeah, did I mention that my daughter enrolled in college, whew THANK YA!!!

Wednesday, August 6, 2008

Well, it has been a minute



It has been awhile since I blogged anything. Let me begin by saying my life is coming into alignment. I received my degree one week, interviewed for a new position the next week and received the job promotion the following week. Now, that was a mouthful. I would like to share this with you, about a year ago, I began writing in a gratitude journal, things that I am greatful forwhether these items had materialized or not. One thing I was greatful for was my promotion to an IT Manager. Guess what, that is the position I now hold. The day of my interview it seemed as if everyone who spoke to me was there to give me guidance. I received guidance from the most unique areas, people I never expected, but I know what that was and I embrace it wholly. Those were my guardians that have been with me all of my life. Spirituality is something that I have dabbled in but never trully embraced, don't get me wrong this is not because things happened and made my life better. It did, but that is not the reason, I look back on that day and I know that if you keep the faith and hold on to your beliefs, give and accept guidance your path will open up. Okay back to my gratitude journal, I write things like if I see a beautiful flower or any scenary and I am able to embrace it, I am thankful. I am thankful for being able to walk without pain for hours if I need to. I am thankful for my family and yes even my offspring, they are mine and watching them blossom is my joy. I write about being thankful for youngest brother, because with all his griping he is still on the earth so I can hear his voice. You understand what I mean, when you send out the right vibe, and show gratitude it is returned. So what am I rambling about today. I am just so damn greatful and if you are able to read this blog, you should be too. try it.

Friday, July 18, 2008

30 Years in the Making



Well, I bet you are wondering about the title of this post. Thirty years in the making, this simply means I graduated from high school in '78 started West Virginia State College in '78 and dropped out in '80. This is where life happens, I fell in love for the first time, got married, had children and got divorced. This all happened before I turned 25 and I wonder why I started to gray so early in life. But do not get me wrong I would not have changed how my life happened for nothing in this world. I have seen and been through things that could possibly be a best seller or at least a good read. For example, when I was pregnant with my first child, I found myself homeless. This is where the kindness of friends stepped in. I stayed with a lovely lady who had the heart of gold but the mouth of a sailor. She will always have a place in my heart as a true friend and when I volunteer it is with her energy that I volunteer with. I had to do something that seems to be out of nature's order. I had to bury my child, but I know he went to watch over his family and he is a better place. When he was here on this earth he was restricted by his body, he was in pain and never was able to speak. But now where he is, he can run, jump, love, give speeches and be a guardian to his brother and sister. His grandfather is with him now, and neither one is bound by restrictions of the living but flow with beauty of the spirit. Now, let me talk about my graduation, I am receiving my bachelors tomorrow and to be precise, Bachelors of Science in Information Technology with a 3.92 GPA. I realize that life happens at times for a reason. I was not ready for college when I went but this time I was ready and met this challenge with open arms. While I was attending college, I lost my father, my brother (who is really "my wind beneath my wings") had a major stroke and I had life saving surgery. Also, during this time I was able to see my son march onto the stage and receive his degree, I felt his pride fill the auditorium and I know he could feel how proud I was of him. I always stressed the importance of an education because what you have learned can not be taken from you. So with this, I leave you with some words for thought, "age is just a number, you are never to old to make the right decision and if you want something and believe in something strong enough you can make it happen ." So go forth, conquer and while you are doing this think of me tomorrow as I prance across that stage ( with my family and friends giving me a standing ovation, along with two winks from up above) and accept my Bachelors Degree. Talk to you soon

Sunday, July 13, 2008

A Wonderful Sunday



I want to begin this post by saying today was just a great day. I really understand what people say that when you volunteer you get more than you give. I belong to a Volunteer Organization called Hands on Charlotte. Once a month, I spend about 2 hours of my time volunteering at this rehabilitation center. I am allowed to spend this time doing arts and crafts and believe me, anyone who knows me knows arts and crafts is not my fortay. That is why this is just perfect for me, this allows me to step outside of my comfort zone, do something that I don't have to worry about being perfect and just have fun. I have met some amazing folks during my time there and granted it has all been interesting. So what I am trying to say in a round-about way is, do something, make this place a little better, spend some time with some folks, laugh, enjoy this journey because I tell you when I get to the end of my path I want to look back and smile.